2011

macam tak percaya.rasa macam baru hari tue daftar sebagai budak part 1.

it was on july 2008.

now it's 2011.time really flies so quickly without our realization.

i remember almost everything the day i registered as a new student in UiTM Arau.

short hair! like u can see my neck from the back kinda short.LOL

i wish i have some pictures to show but i haven't had any of those in this laptop.i guess i had already transfered all my old pictures to cds. *sorry* 

so hell yeah.of course i miss those moments.the getting-to-know each other.the outings.the dine out.my first roomate.my neighbor?haha

and right now i am turning 21 y/o. damn!

when i was young i thought that by the time i reached my 20s i must've been so mature.independent.confident.pretty.know how to take care of myself.to think wisely.to make the right judgements and decisions and choices.and dare to take risks.

but i guess that wasn't happen.i am not the person i though i'd be.i am still dependent on 

people.selekeh.sememeh.kememeh.and mentally childish sometimes.

and i still don't see life as a serious matter.

i gotta admit that i'm an inferior person.

i'm afraid to get out of my shell and break free.i think too much and don't dare to take any risk 

and challenge.i tend to think more about people around me rather than myself.pity i know.

not to mention sick.

no,i am not talking about my 2011 resolutions here.seriously,i don't have any.

 i'm just hoping to be a better person.

now i'm in my 6th semester.hopefully this would be my last semester.nobody wanted to extend 

their study.myself included.i really hope to grad on time.make myself proud.continue my degree.

:)

so good luck to those who are in their last semester.

cheers!